} love at the daycare center.

woke up really early today. coudln t really sleep the night before, kept tossing and turning the whole night thinking about goat. i think the long crush i have on him is over? what is the point of liking someone and your not like in return? won t that hurt you even further? also, it is no point making someone love you, nobody ever heard of forced love. after yesterday night of his virtual presence , yet not even a single ' hi' , i know it is really the time for me to give up trying besides i coudln t be myself when i am around him, so what's really the point? sigh, enough is enough i guess. but seriously, thank him for letting me thinking there really is some 'perfect dream guy' out there in the dam ocean which isn t biting my super big bait.

i was the earliest today and waited for jian cong and deborah for quite a while . i think i was daydreaming when jian cong came and he actually waved his hand in front of my face and it took me a while to notice it . thank god there weren t any awkward moments because i really didn th ave anythign in mind to talk to him about. he really can talk lor. :D i dunno if jian cong noticed my face when he talked about family problem, i hope he didn t .

deborah finally came because she took the long way down to sengkang but i think she should know how to go now. the route there was not really that difficult. we were just a couple of feets away from the daycare center and there were already kids squeezing their lil faces through the cold metal grills of the door calling out JIAN CONG KORKOR loudly. that moment is sweeter than any sugary gummys stuffed in your mouth. we came just in time for the primary 1, 2 and 3 kids. omg, they sure gave me the biggest welcome of my life. they pulled me into thier play area , wanting me to swing them round and round as fast as i could , with one holding tightly onto my hands and another fighting to get their turns by climbing onto BOTH my shoulders , one even headbutt my butt and soon all 6 kids clobbered all over my back.

meanwhile, deborah, jian cong and choon kiat were too busy laughing at me then to help me D:

it is really hard to remember their names! soon those group of primary kids have to go to school and there was this comical scene that i kept laughing so loudly. Miss Teng was shouting to the kids who has lost their water bottle but everybody ignored her and when everyone was ready to go, suddenly a boy pushed his way out of the line and screamed that he lost his waterbottle. We asked if it was the red one which miss teng had shown before but he was like NOOONOOO, then later deborah grabbed hold of him and pointed at his left pocket of his bag. He coudln t find his water bottle because he always put it in the right pocket. I LAUGH UNTIL BTH.

after the kids left, the day care center was really quiet and miss teng gave us tips to help the lil one and what we should do and should not. after her lecture, deborah and i felt a lil hungry but the lunch that they cook didn t look really edible. So we just laid around and talk at the play area. Later aunty agnes asked us to help the cook to dry the utensils and cutlerys while jian cong set the table and soon all the primary 4, 5 and 6 kids came, there were a few primary 1 and 2.
the lil one had rice and lady fingers for lunch and i saw miss siok yat and i called her aunty -.- and miss siok yat own the day care center. Later she was nice enough to give us some of her money for lunch and there is seriously nothing in punggol, honestly, truthfully. We bought some bread from punggol plaza and headed back. Although i was hungry, i didn t really finished my waffles.

When we came back, the kids have already done their bathing and finish thier lunch so there was a lil playtime for them and brenda introduced herself to me . SHE IS SOOO CUTE OKAY. i really love her to bits. But before that i played with zhi xi, she is really quiet but extremly guai! People asked her to sit, she sit . Unlike louis and nicholas, they are like lil bunch of flies that poke you every now and then and they told other kids to attack me . It was quite hard to differentiate between the twins and finally some helpful kids told me that nicholas had a mole on his mouth but louis don t .

i love brenda :D She is primary 2 btw :D

she is so sweet la.
she climbed onto my lap and told me sadly that it was hard to pronouce my name and when i tried to tell my name to her slowly , she just couldn t get it and finally she whispered into my ears, " can i call you pretty instead? "



AWWWWW!

she looks cuter when she smile though :D so much cuter. her eyes would go into a happy squint. and she is a chinese but is super tan because her mommy often bring her to the swimming pool.

after that play time, it was time for story telling and later it was nap time. Brenda wanted me to sleep with her and pulled my hands gently to her corner but i coudln t of course. It took the girls some time to settle down, we pat, kissed and stroked each and every girl's hair in the room. God, they really looked so angelic when their eyes are closed. Also, i had to make a deal with one girl, One sweet = sleep. No sleep = no sweet. And i specially had to buy them some haribo gummy sweets for them today at compass mall .

After the angels have woken up , it was their tea time ( milo and banana ) I got a banana too, though i was dying for the milo. HAHAHA. then after they had finished, it was time to study but before that we had to do some silly exercise which i kept laughing to myself and i think choon kiat coudln t help but to laugh with me also. i had to help tutor this lil boy called kelvin and thank goodness his spelling is not as bad as deborah's tutoring kid. She almost vomitted blood. I feel a great satisfication today :D kelvin finally understood how to round off to the nearest ten after countless of hints and examples. whew, and he is so smart, he can spell the word parliaments.

and finally it was play time. hyper time. all the kids ran to the playground and i played with brenda, piggybacking her liek crazy with other kids . i think this is one heathly exercise of losing weight. they are so hyped up. and kwok seng is lame lame lame. soon brenda had to go home and she didn t give me a kiss D:

actually had prayer session today but deborah and i didn t wanted to go , instead we went to compass for dinner at KFC :D